Journal of Miscellany
Concerning the developements of Jacob in this strange and unpredictable world.
13.12.08
Sudden fear
I don't know why, and I don't know how. But after trying to remember what I've been going through all these months, and out of it nothing came to mind, it's as if I don't really feel alive at all. Just going through the motions day by day.
I think....
My will died long ago. I might as well rot along with it.
I'm no better than a dead person. And shame on me, I'm still breathing and living, wasting money and other people's time.
Giuk butul!
I think....
My will died long ago. I might as well rot along with it.
I'm no better than a dead person. And shame on me, I'm still breathing and living, wasting money and other people's time.
Giuk butul!
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