I saw her again on the third day of Chinese New Year, and like last year she taught me a little bit more about playing cards.

But I can say this,

She's more beautiful than ever before. Charismatic and utterly stylish, she remained one of those few people who is completely at ease with herself and the rest of the world.

After a brief stay at her place, I went on to another friend's house, there's a sizable group there playing 2 Dots with high stakes, but their caper and gambling wasn't as lively as last year's session.

Chinese New Year was a lonely, quiet and rainy affair. There ain't so many Kirins roaming the streets anymore. Grandmother got sick, and a few hypocrites showed their ugly faces.

Hurm, what else to say....

My blood pressure was a bit low, they say, but it's ok.

Before I came back here, I dreamt of a scorpion as small as a thumb, and it shook me up.

Hahahah. So what?

Does it matter?

For now, I felt lonely, far more lonelier and unsure of myself than ever before.

My time is short.

Heh.

Labels: love, sickness, sorrow

I'm sorry I haven't updated all this while. A lot of things have happened lately, to my eternal sorrow and regret. Most of whats happening were really not intended, and the others are just plain there. I think I must have nearly died at one point or another, and I'm not kidding

My problems are deep, and I don't really think I can take much more of this. The lack of updates were caused by my problematic dial-up connections, and I have no other choice but to resort to the expensive broadband services of cyber cafes to type this up for all to see.

I have some translations, drafts, reviews, articles, personal experiences and videos coming soon if you readers don't mind the wait. I'll try and preservere.

Until then, forgive me.

Labels: breaking benjamin, life, sickness, so cold, sorrow